10 December

"Today I got up around 7am to get my weapons and gear loaded up—and take the flower outside to get sun for the day…last night, around 8pm, our operations officer came in to my room and asked if the rumor was true that I wanted to roll on more missions…I told him, “yeah, kinda, why??” he said he needed me for a mission…I said I would do it then asked where it was to…I already kinda knew where they were going and I should have asked before I said I would do it…it was up north…up in the mountains…up in the COLD…there is snow on the mountains up there…dammit man…well, I kinda wanted to get out and do a mission so I guess I can’t be picky about it…actually the good thing is that I really can be picky because I could just say no and they would find someone else to be the gunner…anyhoo…"
Desert Consciousness