Lost

"I had four Goddamn pages written, four fucking pages, and I just lost it all. All of it, thanks to my internet connection. Two hours of writing. I'm sorry.

I'm working on the day D was killed, I'm trying but it's diffcult. I can't seem to remeber things the right way. I keep 'interviewing' the people that were there but it's hard. Everything seems so confused and mixed up. There are blanks in my memory that I find hard to get over. What I want to do is go from the time the mission started to when I finally fell asleep that night at BIAP, try to give you a full feeling for the events of that day, in my own weak words. And I just lost it all.

I'm sorry, D."
This is Your War II