Hello again

"I was going to do away with the blog after I got home from Iraq but I cant seem to do it I guess I just have to much time and work invested in it to just close it down not to mention I would miss all the comments from yalls... I have news.. I will update you on what i have been doing since i got home.. Snow boarding... Snow mobiling... and more snow boarding... I have been having some problems adjusting back to normal life but I am sure it will pass nothing to big just hard time going to sleep at night and then even harder trying to stay asleep I have been having withdrawls from the desert I am fixated on Iraq if i see the word Iraq on the t.v i have to see everything that it is saying and i get irratated very easy by civillians talking to me about Iraq for some reason.. not like them talking about it in general but people saying "what they would do if they were there" I had a break down a few weeks ago when I woke up about 3am one morning and was reaching for my weapon because I was dreaming about something I cant remember.. I decided the civillian life is just a life not ment for me and my friends and family can see I am only happy when I have a uniform on so I decided to go talk to a active army recruiter and set up a deal with him I lucked out the 116th national guard cav brigade is going to release me from service to go active duty but the best part was the recruiter told me if I wanted to and could pass a diagnostic pt test he could get me a Ranger contract so i would enter active duty and ship from here straight to ranger school.. "
Jhon in Iraq