Back to Amman,

"umm, okay.
Hello everyone!
it's just been way so long since I last posted that I couldn't remember how to write a new post :0)
oh well,
Today,
I was having my breakfast (how could've imagined that i'll have egg with pesto one day?) this morning, sitting at the balcony in my parents house in Amman and listening to the birds, and I was thinking how it was strange to wake up this morning, turn on my iPhone (yes I managed to jailbreak this little girl, and I called her iRene), look at my iTo-do-list and find it empty!
I have been continuously busy for almost two years now... I feel like I have been running for a long time and I just stopped and realized how tired I have been. I think I was running after my future... It feels like- now that I've calmed down and looking back at myself- I never felt good enough about my present and wanted to fast forward things. My last four semesters at AUC were all over-loaded semesters of 18 or more credits. I was working two part-times jobs, both on-campus; one as the Dean Assistant at the department of mechanical engineering and the other is a lab technician/researcher at the Physics Department at AUC."
Me Vs. MysEIF