Freedom: Undefined word -- try again in few years

"Hatred, such a strong unhealthy feeling.. but I just can't help but hate it here.. I hate it, I hate it, I HATE IT.. I want to shout it at the top of my lungs so everybody can know that I just can't stand it here.

The curfew that started at 9 PM last Friday was only temporarily stopped at 6 AM today and is going to start again at 6 PM until further notice. Yesterday upon hearing the news I couldn't believe I was going to college again.. but little by little I discovered that none of the female students is going to college and so I reluctantly decided not to go either.

Mom however was going to her college and since she was driving and going alone I wanted to go with her to get some fresh air at least.. I went down to tell her my decision but she was asleep and so I just set my alarm to 7 AM and slept.. I woke up sometime in the morning only to realize that I have failed to wake up in time, it was 8:30 and it was too late: mom is gone. There wasn't anything to do if I woke up so I closed my eyes only to be awaken by mom after what seemed like only minutes later.. it turned out to be 1 PM however!!"
A Star From Mosul